wowza

This is my first post. Ever. Well I never thought that I (of all people) would blog about my nearly 14 year old ordeals for anyone and everyone to read. I started this blog for some semi-weird reasons:

1. So that I could look back and see how crazy and phsyco my life really is/was

2. So I could try to see what it is i get caught up in and who I really am

3. Maybe someone important will read this and help me become more than I am.

But let me get something straight right now first time readers (if someone ever even reads this):

I REFUSE to wallow in my own self pity. People worry about me all the time. I'm fine. I'm happy with my life, although I could use some more self confidence. I wouldn't change anything, really.

I am who I am. A 14 year old teen. Caught in the inbetween.