My god has it really been 6 days that ive missed out on writing??? I know i just posted something but thats been sitting in my drafts for quite sometime. Anywho... updates updates updates:
Joshua did not come to the valentines day dance (praise jesus, mary and joseph!!!) neither did Samson (another praise jesus, mary and joseph!!!) and so that was all good though. But something else did happen:
It was a pretty crappy dance, not very many people and i felt VERY over-dressed but whatever. Anyway... a kid in my class Nathan (who is a TOTAL sweetie pie and just a really nice guy, he's like the only one who has manners and isnt perverted. (whoo whoo!) and i love him but not like THAT!) well he gave me a rose. A deep red rose that was all pretty and nice and he gave it to me which means that he likes me because you dont just randomly hand out roses to girls, werid!! Anywho he gave it to me kind of sheepishly, i guess he was just sort of embarrassed or nervous or something but he gave one to me and but i saw that he had another one in his hand and at first i thought that he and Ike (his bff) were handing them out to all of the girls in our class but Kelsey didn't get one and neither did Mia. So i wonder who the other one was given to... hmm....
But then once i got thirsty (keep in mind this is still at the dance) i went over to the table with the drinks (he and Ike are on dance committee so they have to man it) and Ike saw me holding the rose and he points to it and goes "Nice rose" and im just like "Thanks" and then he gives me my drink and he gives Kelsey a drink and we're just standing there sipping away about a foot from the table and Nathan comes up to stand next to Ike and then Ike leans over to him and says "She still has your flower" and he points to me. Well im in plain view of him and im not blind either so i see and im like "What?" meaning why are you pointing at me? and he just points to my flower and looks at Nathan and then i just sort of shrug and smile awkwardly. I dont know it was just SUPER weird.
But then once i got home i left the rose on my white dresser and i went to bed. I was tired and my legs hurt and i just wanted to go to sleep. Then like yesterday, NO MONDAY i checked my email and i saw one from him having the subject as "Hey". I proceed to open it. And it says "Whats up?" i respond nicely saying "oh nothing much just chilling. You?" and he says "Same. Did you have fun at the dance?" WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY TO THAT???????????? so i wrote back "Yeah it was ok. It wasn't the best but it was alright. It could have been better if there had been more people." No response yet but i'll let you guys know. But i think that the only reason he's emailing me is because he likes me and also because i email his friend Cole A LOT!! like we're in the 300's. And i dont know maybe he's jealous and he wants us to have that or whatever. I dont know!!!! Im SO confused!!!!! I mean i like him but not like that. I think he's SUPER nice and sweet and everyone thinks that too but i just dont like him in the same way that he might like me and i really hate breaking hearts and i dont think i could stand breaking his but what am i supposed to do???? Lead him on?? NO WAY JOSE!!!!!
Let me know what YOU think...
P.S - Oh and this week is winter break in my school and that means that i have thursday and friday off and all of the weekend to fill with shannanigans. But the thing is Kelsey is kidnapping me to Florida for the weekend and im going over to her house tomorrow and then thursday morning we leave bright and early so im going to be without computer access let alone BLOG access so i'll try to let you guys know how the trip went and any new updates on my life on Monday. Sorry!!
Love you all! Muh Muh!! (<-- those were smooches btw)
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